31 January 2017
On a whim, I typed “dinner out with Brian” on our merged calendars one Thursday night.
So we sat across from each other, next to the cozy fireplace in our town’s Famous Barbeque restaurant, I feverishly working to find meals for us that weren’t full of sugar, gluten, or dairy. And were reasonably priced. This barbecue restaurant wasn’t cooperating with my economically healthy food desires.
Brian humored me by going along with this food plan, but I was starting to sweat guilt that he wouldn’t get to enjoy his sweet ribs and coleslaw.
After my hundredth fretting question to him, he grabbed my hands and looked me straight in the eyes. “This isn’t about the food. It’s about being with you.”
What do you say to that except “oh?" And sigh in relief.
This is what God says to each of us, actually. To you, specifically.
He’s not looking for anything from you. He truly wants to know you, to be with you. Rest in that with me, yes?